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Name: Katie
Birthday: 3/5/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: I like to be creative with my art projects, I like artisy kind of stuff. For example scrapbooks, black and white pictures, sunsets, fall leaves, photography, painting, reading poetry, going to art museums etc.
Expertise: I like to draw, taking pictures, paint, I also like to sing
Occupation: Other
Industry: Other
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Member Since:
1/6/2006
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| So tonight I went to pay my respects to Gary R. Siller, this was the man who was killed on the night i was driving home from school, it was very hard and i was very nervous about going up to their family especially the girl who was in the drivers seat when this happened her, name is Chelsie i found out. Family and friends where there to pay their respects and i got to know a little bit about Gary, I found out he was a military guy, he was also a fun lovin and easy going guy. He has two sons and one daughter which is Chelsie. I got to meet her mom and Gary's dad and brother. They all thanked me for coming, i was thinking about not telling them who i was, but i needed to because i felt that it was needed. It was an emotional night for everyone that was their including me, because even though i did not know Gary at all i felt like i needed to be their. When i first got their i did not know anyone, and also when i told the relatives who i was they thanked me for coming but i did not get that emotional connection i needed i guess. I then prayed for God to give me a sign that it was right to come, and he did :) When i hugged Chelsie's mom and told her who i was, what i saw from the accident she thanked me and told me if i would not have been their she does not know what she would have done, I thanked God for that, it was because of her mom that i needed to hear and to know that i made a difference and helped her daughter. I also found out that they caught the guy that caused the accident, so i gave them my phone number in case they would need anything. Life can be gone in a second, so live each day like it's your last.
R.I.P
Gary R. Siller | | |
| Does the word death scare you? I know it does for me. It has been a rough week so far, my dad was suppose to have his surgery on Monday but then they rescheduled it for two weeks because they over booked the hospital, and it is said that it might be done in two weeks but not really sure. I found out on Sunday that my friend's dad passed away from cancer and he is around my dad's age. So today i went to the funeral and yesterday i went to the wake, it is very weird seeing someone you know in a coffin. After i was at the wake i went to class and class ended at 9 and it takes me an hour to get home well on my way home from school on the high way i saw this jeep do a complete 360 3 times about 10 feet in front of me i pulled over to the side of the rode and went up to the car and there was this girl on the phone with the police. i looked around the best i could because it was pitch dark out and of course i did not have a flashlight, but she said that she could not find her step dad i smelled burning and said "we need to get you out on the car". I told her that i had a first aid kit in my car and i went to go get it and i also found a blanket. She was bleeding really bad from her leg and she said that we have to find her step dad, i was so afaird that he was underneath the car or lying somewhere in the highway so then i asked what is your uncles name and so i started to call his name and i could not hear anything, i was so scared for her and her step dad not knowing where he was and she started to cry and i told her "its ok everything is going to be ok" i was scared but i could not let her know then the ambulance arrived. Everything happened so quickly after that they had found the step dad in the woods about 10 feet away from the car, all of a sudden a police man said who car is that and i told him that was mine and they said i had to move my car because they where going to have an helicopter fly in right where my car was so i had to leave. So i got in my car and started to drive home. I find out today from my sister that the man that was in the front seat on the car died. Life is so short and scary but you can't be afaird to live it, you can't be afaird to take a chance and if someone needs you, you should do the best you can to help them. It seems like everyone around me is dieing. You want to ask God sometimes why are things like this? Why does this person have to die while this person lives? Why does this person have to suffer so much? Life can be gone in a second. If you could please pray for the Elson family and the girl and her family and also my dad. Don't let life pass you by! | | |
| What things have been going on and random thoughts
It has been a while since i updated alot of things have happened and sometimes i'm overwelmed with them, it is
sometimes hard to have faith and know what is truth if that makes sense. I'm 22 years old and i'm not sure what to do
with my life, or where my life is going, all you can do is keep going though, keep trying, keep pushing to survive in this
world. It feel like my faith is stagnet and is not going anywhere. I know you need to have faith that alot of things will work
out but sometimes it's just hard, i know God said life would not be easy, but it was our choice to take the apple from the
tree and have sin enter the world, it is our fault everything seems to be messed up at times, but it is by God's grace that
he sent his son Jesus and through him we can be forgive. Even though I am not at war and fighting physically i feel like i
am fighting spritcually. Fighting for the descisons i think are right, but then He seems to lead me down another path, and
right now i'm just confused about who i am? and what i am suppose to do? and who i am suppose to become?
It seems like this spritually journey will never end and i guess i just want to know but that is God He is a mistiry and
we will not know until the right time.
Leave thoughts if you want thanks
Katie K
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| so there has been lots going in my life right now and sometimes it can be over welming, i am not in school right now and don't know if i'm going back ever still deciding, i mean you don't have to go to school to do something you like, i know somethings require i college degree but that does not mean everything right? I am in the process of looking for a new job i think it is time that i left the Petsmart and started something else. The problem is i don't know what I mean i know i want to work with animals, i have thought about applying at the zoo in akron cleveland would be too far away, but if i did and i got hired when would i want to switch to something else. I mean what is something that will make me happy, i mean the money factor is important but it is not the most important thing, I think that if a person loves what they do the money thing should be the second thing, of course some people think u need to make money to be happy. That is one of the common things in todays society, who ever makes the most money will be the happiest, i know some people who make lots of money but they seem like they are missing something, or they go find things that will make them happy material posstions, we live in a material world. I guess their a lot of unanswered questions for me right now, i feel like have people telling me what i should do and should not do, i guess if feels like i'm a rubber band and people are stretching me in all different directions, first their is God, then my family, then my friends, then my work, I know they are trying to help but when people second guess me i second guess myself. I guess i just feel worn out like i have been stretched to far and i can't go back. I guess that's it for now. | | |
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